Bedbugs XCII

Bedbugs XCII


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Rows of former sentients and they are clustered here,
all of them drinking and pretending it's their purpose and that
it isn't another form of electronic poison that manages to
pretend to know. Thoughts are jumbled..fight it, there are
few chapters left. Still fantasizing of her even when denied
the experience to keep one's self safe. Opinions are shouted
from the hilltop to satisfy no one here to hear it or understand
she isn't planning to come back. An apology would fix many
a thing but in the meantime purpose must be one's main
purpose. Team effort means everyone doing what the one
who walked outside the lines and beat the fear or faked it
told them or encouraged them to do! Ambition; rust
is spreading on it. Try to challenge me to something else
while I can breathe. We're nearly back on track, keep
fighting..not much further left to travel.



Next week's seven phrases/groups of words



-lost in the tunnel
-measuring what makes a man
-concentrating on it
-tell them both before you leave
-anxiety growing
-can you help me with
-finish line is in sight


-adam

Bedbugs XCI

Bedbugs XCI


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You've meandered long enough and now the bell is tolling. You
can get back to where you wanted to be and it will be like nothing
happened victory is at hand but distraction is far too willing to be
your lifetime companion until you turn grey. We're coming in,
Hell's coming with us. Does that mean we'll accomplish something?
Swim up to the surface of the real fucking world, discern what's important
and live more authentically than allowed. Three doctors in red
are waiting. Scrawl something down to satisfy them. Is anyone
out there even going to read it? Write something subversive
and check. You come and work for me and we'll defeat this
world together, even if you don't really exist. With me, for me,
not against a matter of defeats and deceipt which is all
too common in your level of paint it before it's too late
and see how where it went wrong, erase; focus will help us
escape out of thoughts and into actions. I can't take
another needle. Swim up, run fast, try and don't
look back again..



Next chapter's seven phrases/groups of words:



-all of them drinking
-still fantasizing of her even when denied
-no one here to hear it
-team effoft
-rust is spreading on it
-challenge me to something else
-not much further left to travel

-Adam

Bedbugs XC

Bedbugs XC

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Honest story, dishonestly told. I can't peel myself off the
floor this week. None of those appearing are villains,
they're just people. Except for her, and her. Him too.
Riverbed dry is where my head's at. Need water and a
seashell to put my ear up to and I can hear them all wishing
I'd simply create. Thought you would save me is a phrase
that's stuck, wish I didn't hear..but I caused that trouble and
own up to it, even after the one who said it died.
Cheated on us anyway and brought back no proper
insights or ideas. Opening a random tome while check on page 82
pops into my brain. The page is delightfully blank.
Whose office is this? I don't belong here. Escape before
there's grey hair. 60 years of study hall isn't needed.
WAKE UP!!!! Not a cue for you to send me a warning,
nor a promotion. Thankfully I do wake up, the plot resumes
properly tomorrow; I clarify everything once more.


Next chapter's seven phrases/groups of words:

-victory is at hand
-we're coming in, hell's coming with us
-discern what' important
-come and work for me
-paint it before it's too late
-where it went wrong, erase
-don't look back again

Bedbugs LXXXIX

Bedbugs LXXXIX


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Tell me again of how you misled many times the
careless and casual who wandered into your nest, thinking
they'd find something synonymous with love instead of
what you're famous for. I would split all their heads. Knowing
routine that is acted out at 78rpm she's turned the record off
because all of your are cutting the violence out of your diet
and trying to distract me from my life and purpose with your
apathetic siren songs. Trouble who gave you that scar isn't any
of my business. Mental pornographic endeavors wasted away
under interlaced images that aren't registering on any
printed fashions I know of color got darker outside
and I can tell it's coming for me and hoping I clear it up and wake
up and own up to all my mistakes. Who sounds like rain outside
hiding above the floor in plain sight, traveling back to when she
geniunely meant her smile to be a smile instead of a weapon. Don't
be afraid; you can go anywhere.



Next chapter's seven phrases/groups of words:

-riverbed dry
-and I can hear them all
-thought you would save me
-cheated on us anyway
-check on page 82
-not a cue for you to send me
-clarify everything once more

-Adam