Monday, March 31, 2008

The Throes (Part 5)

Artwork by ADEE

The Throes

Part 5
"No, You're Actually Killing Me."

(Read parts 1-4 HERE)
(List of Characters HERE)

Sonja is driving a girl, Rona, around the block in her BMW.
Sonja/Why did you say you were drugged? I didn’t tell you to say that.
Rona/How else am I supposed to explain why I didn’t come home?
S/You should’ve said you drank too much, which you did, and that you don’t remember.
R/I don’t blackout. Everyone knows that. Listen, I don’t know what this guy did to you, but he is a friend of a friend so I am done being part of whatever kind of sick joke this is. I don’t know what you were doing in his apartment when we got there, for all I know you’re stalking him, or trying to frame him or something. I don’t know. I shouldn’t have taken you up on it. So if you picked me up to try and have me do something else, forget it.
There is a long pause. They are both staring off into the road.
S/I’ll give you another $300.
Silence. They are both frozen.
Rona closes her eyes in a slow surrender.

________________________________________________________________________

Sonja is in the dank basement apartment of Chet Grover. He is shirtless, skinny and scruffy. He is sitting on an old, beat-up couch. She is standing over him.
Chet/What do you want me to do when I meet him?
Sonja/Just scare him.
C/Scare him?
S/Yeah, you know.
C/No. How?
S/Talk shit.
Chet takes it in. Starts nodding slowly.
C/Being that you’re not giving me specifics, I assume you mean random shit.
S/Yeah. Loosely wrapped threats.
She goes to the table in the hallway, puts something down on it and makes her way to the door.
S/I’m leaving the address on this table.
C/Are you fucking this guy?
S/Fuck off, Chet.
She opens the door. Waves.
S/So long.
C/Yeah, yeah. Don’t forget to call Mom tomorrow at work.

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Sonja is at the kitchen sink in her apartment. She is washing the toaster in a frighteningly methodical way. Kira facing her on the other side of the island.
Kira/This is so sick. You are so fucking disgusting.
Sonja is not facing her; she is calmly engrossed in her chore.
Sonja/Don’t talk to me like that.
K/Fuck you, you’re not my mother. Why are you using me to lie to him?
S/Because he needs to learn a lesson.
K/That is so fucked up! That’s not even what it’s about. There’s something else going on. I’m telling my father. I can’t let this-
S/Kira, you tell your father and I’ll tell him about Carl.
Kira’s face drops.
S/And about what’s under you trunk in the corner.
Kira looks at her frightened, like she just performed some slight-of-hand trick that defies the laws of science.
S/Don’t think I won’t.
Sonja finally turns to look at her. She smiles coldly.
S/I don’t want your dad worrying about anything. Now, you’re going to do exactly what I tell you to do or else what I have to tell your father will make him barricade you so long in your room you won’t remember what a boy is, or sunlight for that matter. And I don’t even have to make anything up.
Kira turns red. She looks like she is about to stomp her feet. She dashes off down the hall toward her room
Sonja cracks a smile. Then under her breath…
S/Love you too, honey.
_________________________________________________________________

The Flynn family is standing around the kitchen table. There are take-out food containers everywhere. Sonja, Kira and Mr. Flynn are all cheerfully scooping various selections onto their plates. Light, high-toned small talk abounds. There is no tension to be found anywhere in this snapshot. To the unsuspecting observer, this is a fun, free-spirited family. Mr. Flynn reaches to grab the Seafood delight and finds himself in kissing distance to his wife. He partakes. They smile. A shrimp falls from his spoon.

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John lifts his head. It’s morning.
He is in his new apartment. It seems much more spacious than his last one, but it is hard to tell because there are boxes everywhere and no furniture. He is on the floor in a spot that was cleared. There are three empty champagne bottles laying next to him along with a half empty bottle of JD and a sleeping, half-dressed woman.
When John scans the vicinity’s contents he is confused. For a second, he doesn’t even recognize the girl. But a moment later it comes back to him.
Yelana is her name. From the Agency. She brought over some pizza and some champagne. Pleading with her that he shouldn’t drink only made her insist on it more. But why the JD? That was packed away. He can’t remember. It must have been his drunken alter ego, operating on auto pilot in a desperate search for something to fuel the fire of inebriation. It makes him sick to think of it. And, isn’t it just how the mind works, that one sad depressing thought leads to another. “I impregnated my boss’ child” he says, almost out loud. The thought makes him weak and he falls semi-limp to the floor. It wakes Yelana up. She turns over to him, still drunk probably.
Yelana/What?
John/(in an almost inaudible mumble)I had sex with my boss’ daughter in a blackout. How could I do that?
But Yelana heard it before.
Y/Will you stop it! Stop saying that.
This strikes John as funny. He didn’t think he ever said it.
J/Yelana, it’s very important that I stay sober at this time. It’s actually dangerous. It’s fucking up my life. I told you not to get me drunk.
She is smiling like it is all fun and games.
Y/I’m a naughty girl, huh?
John puts a quick end to the flirtatious banter.
J/No, you’re actually killing me.
John’s eye catches the writing on the box behind her. It is the “Kira” box. He jumps up like it’s an omen and quickly turns the box around so he can’t see it. Getting up so quickly to his feet sends a shot of clarity to his brain.
J/Alright, time to go.
The BUZZER rings.
J/Oh shit.

to be continued...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Bedbugs XXV

Bedbugs XXV



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No matter how you lie, the answer’s imprinted on you.
You should go while I promise someone will care
for her is a better solution than the groups
running the rake have endured while sitting down
uncomfortably close to each other. All the sounds turned off
leave nothing but the soul’s atmosphere and harmonics
which 99 percent of them think is a joke. Convincing
someone in the chair to make me one with everything
seems to work when the sharp tools come out.
Jack can’t remember who he is. He’s been here before,
waste of ten year’s time carved into him. He remembers
her and all of them up in the mountain watching the
days cycle past. Battering, managing to keep me intrigued
while distracting me from the things that promise
true spiritual passion where the gloves REALLY come off.
Nothing rhymes with apathy.




Next week's seven phrases/groups of words:



-soft shoulders tugged and gripped
-mesmerized by kaleidoscopic falsified intention
-wood rot in the third through eighth floors
-blurry vision while writing it down
-sepiatone charm
-knock the past out of him
-the voice from the old house is here




-Adam Barnick

The Boxpress "NEW" Music Time Show with Brian Hughes


A new series in which Brian delves into the current music scene. The idea: put into big neon lights new and exciting sounds. 


Show# 1: King Khan and The Shrines and O'Death. PLAY PODCAST

King Khan and The Shrines performing "Land of the Freak" - LIVE! - June 5th, 2006 in Ottawa, Ontario, Canada.



O'Death performing "Down to Rest" at Mercury Lounge, December 10th, 2006.



Very Strange music video for O'Death's "Down to Rest."



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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Six Word Theater

Six Word Theater

Click here for last week's entry.



Inspired by the challenge of telling a story in six words,
I attempt to polish my skills by telling a six-word story
or phrase each Wednesday.

I encourage you to feel free
to "continue the story" or start your own.



Today's entry:


Hemingway:
Lived with words.
Died alone.




-Adam Barnick

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Underground, Above and Beyond: The Casually Edited True Life Subway Adventures of Hershey Browne

My Baby Takes the Morning Train

A crowded or roomy subway car is, for the most part, completely random. Yes, sure, common sense tells us that a rush hour train will be more crowded then its off-peak cousin that pull up at 11am or 9:30pm, but one can take the same morning train at the same time on two different days and have completely different experiences. One day you can comfortably commute with a full luggage set and favorite cocktail table arcade game, the next day you are the patient at an amateur proctologist's conference. Where am I going with this? Not very far - just a couple of stops into my morning commute this past Thursday. (Now that I think about it, this past Thursday was Holy Thursday but the story is in no way connected, and as a Jew I don't know enough about the holiday to draw any comparisons or symbolism - I open the floor for those who wish to).

So...it's one of those crazy-ass crowded mornings. I squeeze into the train like a fat guy's tucked-in shirt. I get a couple of glances and grunts but feel as though I was within the limit of an understandable amount of people within a crowded train. I glanced back at the disappointed, inviting conversation but my glances were met with diverted eyes. Next stop, a couple more people get on and at this point we are at full capacity with the only room left for crowd surfers and spiders. Following stop, doors open, woman with a baby in her arms and stroller at her waist. No room, but the woman, her baby and the stroller wants in.
"Excuse me, excuse me, I need to get in!" People just stare at the crazy woman like she's ordering auto parts at a Chinese take-out.
"You all gotta move in so we can get on!"
"Hey lady," rose the voice of reason somewhere behind me. "Train's full - take the next one."
"You take the next one - we gotta got on this train." Just then, the woman, baby in arm, shoves onto the train, the stroller jamming into my shin like a dull lawnmower blade.
"Holy shit!" I screamed. I'm not one to swear in public but couldn't hold back. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" By this time I was somewhat aware of my language and used 'hell' instead of 'fuck' to find a happy medium between keeping it clean and trying to make my point.
"You jus' gotta move in and then nobody gets hurt."
"What? Really? You're serious?" At this point the crazy woman had shoved herself into the subway car by pushing the stroller into my shin forceful enough that it was now at a high enough angle to allow herself to be within a few inches of me. The stroller was almost standing upright between us and the baby was above it, in her left arm and pretty much in my face as if it was about to give me an eye exam. In general, I love babies but not when the baby's stroller is digging a dent into my leg. Plus, this baby looked mean. Ya know how a baby can look mean? This was an ugly, mean-looking baby.
"I'm serious about getting into the city, so yeah, I'm totally serious and if that's not good enough for you, you can suck my ass!" Ok, this was really funny but at the time I was failing to see the humor in it, and besides, this was not the first ass on my suck-list.
"You know what...fuck you!"
"Fuck me? Fuck you!"
"Fuck you, fuck your stroller and fuck your baby!"
"Fuck my baby??!!! Fuck my baby??!!!" And then the strangest thing happened... "Clarence, punch the man!" And before I could comprehend this, before I can wonder who names their baby Clarence, the baby swings his arm and gets me right in the eye. If it got me somewhere else I would have been fine, but a little fist in the eye, no matter how light, freakin' hurts. Now I don't know exactly how old this baby was but he couldn't have been much more than a year and the whole scenario has not stopped blowing my mind even three days later.

I just stood there, squeezed between countless people, a stroller digging into my leg, baby Clarence staring me down as if to say 'you want more bitch?' and his mother behind him, her Paulie to his Rocky. My eye was stinging and starting to tear. All eyes and ears were now on me. I realized that I had been beat. Albeit, completely unfairly and unjustly beat, but beat all the same. Even if I was a fighter, I could not hit Clarence the ugly baby or Paulie the suck-ass mother. All I could do is let the tears run from my eye. And sing. I belted it out as loud as I could. I even think I heard a girl in the distance harmonize under her breath. Usually I would have tried to locate this girl to see who she was, see if there was any possibility for a spark, but not today, not right now. Right now it was all about singing....

My baby takes the morning train
He works from nine till five and then
He takes another home again
To find me waitin' for him....

Friday, March 21, 2008

The Boxpress Music Time Show with Brian Hughes


Show# 8: "Perfect" Part 4 ... and a few other things ...

Brian pulls a few more songs from his music collection and discusses why they are perfect ... he also dashes a few other songs in for spice.






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(1)  (2)  (3)  (4)  (5)  (6)  (7)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Bedbugs XXIV

Bedbugs XXIV



Click here for an explanation of how Bedbugs is created.

Click here for last week's Bedbugs.




She’s been left alone in the room once again by yet
another person who doesn’t see that the slightest
gesture might save her. The amount of pain per
hour isn’t measured but they know to work on tell
me when it hits 30 sounds like the best way to know
to stay away from lights and sounds and relatives
and those excited about the silence between
sounds.

Climbing the stairs two at a time like we did when
we were kids with potential and good credit… now
we need a cane just to think about it. Hallway goes
on forever, but I used to get to the other side before
I’d complexions in different lighting, sad looks sad
no matter which mirror. Wish I could make it
brighter for you. Complicated atmospheric intention
gets in the way better than liquid subtext poured on
the stains to make them more manageable. There’s
little hope written down, you have to keep it in your
head without help. I did care for her, we all did. We
just couldn’t because everyone else wants to do it,
was how the excuse jumble poured forth. Next up is
a fifth of the man he used to be. Brain scattered,
purpose lost and two types of smiles I can’t return.




Next week's seven phrases/groups of words:



-I promise someone will care for her
-running the rake
-all the sounds turned off
-make me one with everything
-waste of ten year’s time
-managing to keep me intrigued
-nothing rhymes with apathy




-Adam Barnick

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Six Word Theater

Six Word Theater

Click here for last week's entry.



Inspired by the challenge Hemingway undertook to tell a story
in six words("For Sale: baby shoes. Never worn.”), I attempt
to polish my skills by telling a six-word story or phrase each
Wednesday.


I encourage you to feel free
to "continue the story" or start your own.


Today's entry:


New York:
Eight million, all alone.





-Adam Barnick

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

THE SAVAGES by Frank Palmcoast


When he's not watching, with beads of sweat, his fellow, legally blind, senior citizens parallel park, Frank Palmcoast is catching seven dollar movies at the local multiplex from sunny Pompano Beach, Florida. He's retired, he's angry at the world, he can't spell to save his life, and he hates Hollywood almost as much as Hillary Clinton, but that will not stop our irreverent, dementia fightin', AARP card carrying everyman from giving us a fresh take on all things Hollyweird. Besides, how can he pass up that marvelous senior citizen discount?


This week ... The Savages starring Philip Seymour Hoffman and Laura Linney.

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This movie is a how to flick; it teaches one how to function in a dysfunctional family. Right from the start I must say Philip Seymore Hoffman, an actor 10 years ago I never even heard of, is marvelous in his role as the brother and as a Professor who really acts and looks like a professor. Normally, Hollyweird would have someone like a Tom Cruise, put horn rim glasses on him and expect the audience to accept his professor role. Laura Linney is also perfect as the sister but I must say the other Philip in the movie with the last name Bosco steals a lot of the praise. Anyone with aging parents will definitely identify with this flick and reminds all of us to ponder what we will be called on to do when our parents get old. This is a quality movie with a quality cast and quite refreshing for a change. Unfortunately a movie with a good story, fine acting, timely humor and truly a touching drama does not sell here in America and never received the advertising and promotion it deserves. Dumb movies like Knocked Up and the latest bunch of junk from Will Farrel get the advertising and promotional bucks. You certainly will not be fighting huge crowds to see this fine movie but you'll wonder why not!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Anna Berger (Part 6 & Finale)

Of all the iconic figures from the early days of film, I find Mae West one of the most fascinating. No one else seems to be from an entirely different eon; an elusive sex symbol from a pre-code golden age that seems more ancient and forgotten than even the Lumiere Brothers.

In her one woman show, Absolutely Anna, Anna Berger talks about working with Mae West, becoming her close friend and then having a business related falling out. For my own curiosity, I wanted Anna to talk more to me about Mae West in this interview. I think you will find it interesting as well. - Peter Rinaldi

I hope you enjoyed listening to this remarkable woman over these past few weeks. Here is a short clip to end our visit with the great actress Anna Berger

Bedbugs XXIII

Bedbugs XXIII


Click here for an explanation of how Bedbugs is created.

Click here for last week's Bedbugs.







Walter X takes off the blindfold
dyed red and finds eight men tied to wheelchairs,
friends only when you face them. Blindfolded as well,
they drum their fingers incessantly on the handlebars.
He runs to the next room lit only by emotion sanded
off the surface. Upstairs is filled with
water but you can breathe in it. The previous day,
his mind of metal buzzed to let him know it's time
for your pills the fake doctor said...climb out
of that box! Lying to plastic faces is an
over-the-counter sin. Last man standing
unfortunately gets to dictate how the next
generation fails. Decided it will remain that way.
One of the wheelchairs rolled over her picture,
cracking the frame. He looks down at it and
tells it the phrase kept for the end.
He's unable to two in quick succession cut him off at
the pass. Apathy grows faster when you water it
with your thoughts. Doesn't matter much then or now.
I still love you.




Next week's seven phrases/groups of words:




-tell me when it hits 30
-excited about the silence between sounds
-hallway goes on forever
-complexions in different lighting
-complicated atmospheric intention
-because everyone else wants to do it
-two types of smiles I can't return



-Adam

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

The Boxpress Music Time Show with Brian Hughes

Show #7: "Bob Dylan: Part I"

This week Brian compares two different versions of a song that shares the same melody but different lyrics, and he also covers two songs during Dylan's "Divorce" period of the early 70s.

PLAY SHOW


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Six Word Theater

Six Word Theater

Click here for last week's entry.



Inspired by the challenge Hemingway undertook to tell a story
in six words("For Sale: baby shoes. Never worn.”), I attempt
to polish my skills by telling a six-word story or phrase each
Wednesday.

I encourage you to feel free
to "continue the story" or start your own.

Today's entry:



Dad still makes breakfast for two.




-Adam Barnick

Sunday, March 9, 2008

THE BANK JOB by Frank Palmcoast

When he's not watching, with beads of sweat, his fellow, legally blind, senior citizens parallel park, Frank Palmcoast is catching seven dollar movies at the local multiplex from sunny Pompano Beach, Florida. He's retired, he's angry at the world, he can't spell to save his life, and he hates Hollywood almost as much as Hillary Clinton, but that will not stop our irreverent, dementia fightin', AARP card carrying everyman from giving us a fresh take on all things Hollyweird. Besides, how can he pass up that marvelous senior citizen discount?

This week ... The Bank Job starring Jason Stratham and Saffron Burrows.

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Obviously this was a British bank heist movie. Jason Statham is certainly not a great actor in any sense of the word but then again, most actors aren't either. What I found interesting is how the British police, the government and the underworld interact. It's the underworld meets the overworld! The numerous scenes of sex and nudity didn't really add anything to the story.Plenty of action and political intrigue and all the characters are believable in their roles. This movie is put together nicely and it keeps you thinking and hoping the bank robbers get away with it. Many thrills and suspense and it injects humor at the right times. I liked the fact that it wasn't predictable and it's based on a true story. Excellent from beginning to end. Well done, well done!!! Go see this one.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Bedbugs XXII

Bedbugs XXII



Click here for an explanation of how Bedbugs is created.

Click here for last week's Bedbugs.





Follow me, it said, to the choosing place. There's memories,
ashes rubbed on the walls and they intend me to add to the texture.
I'm awake, stuck back there though. Uninspired out in the field,
waiting for all of it to come to him. We spend our twenties this way.
Speeding down an empty highway that turns into a vacant
lot, 12 of them red, match any offer the men in ties
can be assumed to come up with. Tattoed on the inside
of their bodies are the revolutionary statements
and ideas they will never let out. Screaming after rehab and
before exsanguination, they belong in the line I left.
My genetics and drive have assumed the appearance
of a dry riverbed. I'm out of turn as far as
cerebellum court deems me fit for. . another three years?
Who filed their metal plates up north with the group that
deemed this anywhere above garbage? I found speaking
better than doing, somehow.




Next week's seven phrases/groups of words:




-friends only when you face them
-emotion sanded off the surface
-lying to plastic faces
-last man standing unfortunately
-decided it will remain that way
-two in quick succession
-I still love you.



-Adam

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Learning How To Practice 4: "Opinions"


by Brian Hughes

I get so damn frustrated with my opinions! Why do I have so many opinions? Why do I feel the need to tell people my opinions all the time? Will telling people my opinions end suffering in the world? Certainly not, only our actions can do that. Opinions float about everywhere, and they are as toxic as the worst virus you can imagine. They eat slowly at our insides over time, because we are not satisfied until the person we tell our opinions to understand us, or believe us, or tell us we are right. And that need, that desire, causes suffering.


True experience through actions should be the only “opinion” that counts; when it is asked, not when you force it down someone’s gullet. Experience is truth, though in actuality, it is still funneled through the person experiencing it, which ultimately can distort truth: primarily because we tend to live most of our life in an un-awoken, or egotistical state. This way of life forces us to live selfishly, or give our opinions when not asked.

The last two days at my job have given me two instances where I realized, as I have dozens of times, that opinions mean nothing. On the first day we debated between conservative and liberal, Republican and Democrat, and I found my face turning red and getting warm when one of my co-workers said something I strongly disagreed with. But when I looked deeply at it afterwards, I had to ask myself several questions: where do my opinions come from - fact or experience? Where do his opinions spring from? I also had to ask myself why I had the need to prove my co-worker wrong? Why? Will proving that I’m write end human suffering? Will I be more enlightened if I’m right? Of course not. Then along those same lines, I had to ask myself whether these opinions being bandied about would cause the end of suffering, which is the ultimate concern of all Buddhism. Again, the answer would have to be a resounding – NO. A lot of our political opinions come from newspapers, blogs, friends, parents, television, school – wherever, so we should ask ourselves the same question: where do these opinions come from? Hard lived experience and first hand knowledge, or are they just more distorted opinions filtered through more opinions.

Are Rush Limbaugh and Hillary Clinton right or wrong about everything? Of course not. But where do their opinions come from? To what end are they given? Are they sprung from a genuine place, or are they given strictly to further their political party? Trust and honesty are, as we know, a very tricky thing when it comes to humanity in general, let alone politicians. Politicians for the most part, especially on the national level, are vying for the biggest political Holy Grail available – and I find it very hard to believe that they get there through moral means. Also, no matter what side you are on, John McCain and Hillary Clinton will not be there for us when it matters most: when we are dying, ill, old or suffering. Only our families, only the communities we helped, will be there for us, not the politicians we dumped half our time and salary on.

But I digress, for the point of this essay is opinions and how completely overrated they are.

Just today, another political discussion was begun amongst my co-workers and I, and unfortunately we got onto Religion, which is the only other topic to avoid, for me, other than politics. And again, I found myself in a position of saying why I thought Buddhism was a better choice of religion. Why? Buddhism does not need me to prove anything. It certainly doesn’t need me to proselytize, considering Buddhism has a strict code against proselytizing. Again – how can my opinion about Buddhism, or any other religion, end human suffering? It’s ridiculous. So the dialog went back and forth and back around again, and nothing was proven, only defended. And of course the opinions, including mine, were probably not very accurate or truthful. I can’t be certain, but I don’t think he had every passage from the bible memorized, and I certainly am far from the most knowledgeable person when it comes to Buddhism. So …… why ….. why the need to spout our opinions, to lash one another with half-truths? This topic is a real sore point for me because I give my opinion much more often than my heart of heart cares to.

Why can’t we, as John Lennon said, live “freedom of religion for real” – where no one has the need to push their opinions or religious beliefs on anyone else.

As far as politics go, you can’t really have a political system it seems without differing opinions, anger and slander, so that might be a battle not worth fighting over. But for those of us not involved in politics, or not as knowledgeable, it seems the best way to live, for me, is to keep my opinions to myself, vote for who I like, and not feel the need to press my ideas on people who want none of it. If it is asked of me, then that is fine, but all too often I give it when it is not asked for or wanted.

My heart tells me one other thing, that no matter who is in the white house, no matter what religion has the most population across the globe, there is no better way to end human suffering than through action. If I wait for politics to end my suffering or the world’s, I will wait for a long, long time. Suffering and the needs of those who are suffering should supercede politics or religious preference.

But there I go again, giving my opinions ….


For other essays in this series, please click on the following: (1) (2) (3)

Six Word Theater

Six Word Theater

click here for last week's entry.



Inspired by the challenge Hemingway undertook to tell a story
in six words("For Sale: baby shoes. Never worn.”), I attempt
to polish my skills by telling a six-word story or phrase each
Wednesday.

If you feel the sentence/story isn’t final and may lead somewhere,
you are encouraged to continue where I "left off"
with your own six words in the comments section.

If someone else has commented, try to continue from their end point.

Today's entry:



Look ahead?
Can't stop looking back!!



-Adam

Anna Berger (Part 5: Directors & Age)

Some very interesting lessons to learn from Anna Berger in this week's segment of my interview with the actress. In the first half, actors particularly will find interest in how she has dealt with "shitty" directors. In the second, all of us would be wise to listen to how she deals with age and other annoying numbers.
-Peter Rinaldi

Next week: Anna talks about Mae West and Tony Curtis in the finale of this series

Monday, March 3, 2008

The Throes (Part 4)

Artwork by: Adee
The continuing story/script/phantasmagoria from Peter Rinaldi
Read Parts 1, 2 & 3 combined here

List of Characters previously introduced:
John- Main Character
Mr. Flynn- John's boss
Sonja - Mr. Flynn's wife who is having an affair with John
Kira - Daughter of Mr. Flynn and Sonja
Sammy- John's friend
Beth- A girl in a relationship(of some kind)with John
Mr. and Mrs. Davis - Beth's Grandparents
Ketchup and Mustard- peripherally introduced girls that
were taken out by John and Sammy. One of whom(Mustard)
went missing for a while after spending the night at John's place.


The Throes

Part 4
"A good way to refresh your memory"


John at his apartment door. He is searching his pocket for his keys with one hand while the other is engaged in returning a text message.
It reads “don’t care. the answer is no.”
It is in response to Kira’s text message that read “i have to, it’s serious”, which was a response to his message “no. you can’t come over. i’ll meet you somewhere tomorrow”
He’s had enough craziness; he doesn’t need his boss’ fourteen year old daughter coming over his home to talk about whatever she thinks is serious.
He suddenly remembers Kira appearing behind her father as he was talking to him, shaking her head. What was that all about?
He pulls the keys out and pushes against the bruise over his eye. It hurts. He puts the key in the door.
Voice/The cops were here you know.
He turns to find a frail old woman’s head poking out of her door across the hall.
John/Yeah, I know, Mrs. Gatto. Everything’s alright now.
Mrs. Gatto/They’re looking for a girl they said was in your apartment last anyone knew.
John opens the door, enters. Impatience runs, quickly, over him.
J/She turned up, Mrs. Gatto. So the search is over. Thanks for your concern.
He is about to close the door on her.
MG/I told them that I seen two girls leaving your apartment last night.
John freezes. He opens the door and steps back out.
J/Two girls? You saw two girls leave last night?
She realizes she’s implicated herself as nosy and gets embarrassed and tries to justify it.
MG/I was up, they made a lot of noise, I looked out to see what was going on.
J/Two girls? One blonde and one redhead?
MG/Young man, you really got something going, don’t ya, that you can’t even keep track? They were both blondies.
John tries to rack his brain. Was there another girl that he took home? That’s crazy. The only possibility would be if Ketchup came to pick her up or something.
J/You sure she didn’t have red hair?
Mrs. Gatto just laughs and slides back into her apartment, the locks close in quick succession.

When John gets inside the apartment and feels like something is wrong. He locks the door and turns. Sonja is right in front of him.
Sonja/John, you have to get out of here. It’s not safe for you here.
He is startled by her.
John/What are you doing here?
S/I fucked up baby, I really fucked up. (She is fighting back tears)
J/What’s happening?
S/He’s gonna kill you. He’s gonna kill you. You have to get out of here.
J/What going on?
S/(Her face crinkles up like she is really going to cry) Kira’s pregnant.
J/What?!
S/(spilling out of her, hysterically)And for some fucked up reason he thinks it’s you! I am so sorry, John. It’s my fault. I told him that you came on to me. I just wanted to mess with him. And now he’s paranoid that you had sex with Kira at the party. I don’t know why he thinks that, John. He’s so riddled with fucking jealousy and paranoia. It’s all my fault.
John tries to take it all in. He doesn’t know where to begin to unravel the whole thing.
J/This is crazy. I’m putting an end to the whole thing right now.
He takes his cell phone out of his pocket.
S/No John! Don’t do that. He’ll kill us both.
J/Sonja, calm down. No one is going to kill anyone. You’re overreacting. I still don’t know why you told him you don’t want me in the house anymore. Explain that one.
S/I thought that would make him admit everything. I thought he would admit he didn’t trust me. But he didn’t.
Something isn’t right. John tries to put it together. Why would Mr. Flynn be overcome by paranoia if he knows that John didn’t make a pass at his wife; if he himself orchestrated the whole thing? Flynn can’t possibly believe, all of a sudden, that John did more than kiss his daughter.
J/And I guarantee Kira is not pregnant. She’s just trying to get a rise out of you guys.
S/I took her to the doctor today, John. She’s pregnant.
John can’t believe it.
J/She doesn’t seem like the type to do that. I didn’t even know see was seeing boys.
S/The fact is we have no idea what these kids are doing these days. (she starts to crinkle her face again) I blame myself for that too.
It’s hard for John to watch her like this. He puts his arms around her. She loosens up a little, places her arms around his waist.
J/Stop worrying about me. I’ll handle it with him. You have enough problems. Once I talk to him, he won’t be irrational anymore.
She starts to shake in his arms. She breaks free from his grasp to look in his eyes.
S/You don’t understand. He made some calls. He’s absolutely got it in his mind that you’re guilty and he’s hell bent on making you pay for it.
J/What do you mean ‘He made some calls’?
S/(starting to get hysterical again)He knows people who handle this kind of…revenge work. This is why I am telling you, you have to get out of here.
J/He doesn’t even know where I live. Besides the movers are coming tomorrow to move the furniture and most of these boxes. I have work I have to do here tonight. If I know Kira she’ll talk sense into him. I mean, I’m sorry, I can’t get scared over something so fucking silly as all this.
She buries her face in his chest.
S/I’m sorry I made this worse for us.
Regardless of how this all resolves, John knows that whatever this is he is having with her can’t go on. He strokes her hair and stares into space.

They are passionately kissing in the hall. Sonja pulls away. She looks around kind of embarrassingly.
J/Call me later. Tell me you’re okay.
She turns and heads for the door without waiting for a response but John gives one anyway.
J/I will.
John watches her leave then turns to catch Mrs. Gatto’s door in an attempt to close quietly. He is annoyed. He makes an acknowledging noise that’s part cough and part “hey”. He enters his apartment.


John, sporting a classic black eye courtesy of Beth, is looking uncomfortable as the movers are hard at work trucking the furniture and boxes out of his studio apartment. He doesn’t like standing around while other people are working. He pretends to be counting boxes and doing mental organizing.
He looks at all the names on the boxes. He forgot he did that. It kind of creeps him out. Why the hell would his unconscious mind do that? Some of these names belong to girls he had one night stands with. Jessica? Was that the waitress? He entirely forgot about her. It starts to worry him. These guys can’t get them out of there soon enough for him.
There’s a noise in the hall. Something fell.
John goes out. It was just a box.
J/Don’t worry about it guys. It’s all crap.
The two men pick it back up and get a better grip on it. As they head to the door, John notices the back of it. A name is written there, like the others. But this one’s different.
“Kira”.
John watches it leave the building, motionless. If one where to witness John watching the box leave, one wouldn’t notice the strange combo of fear, confusion, and disgust that was rapidly swirling in his head.
As luck would have it, someone was witnessing John watch that box leave.
Mrs. Gatto/A good way to refresh your memory, huh?
He jumps but is not surprised she is there. He turns to her. Just her little head is sticking out of the door.
J/What? What do you mean?
MG/Yesterday. I bet she refreshed your memory then.
J/Who?
MG/(making fun of him) ‘Who?’! ‘Who?’! The blondie. The girl you were kissing yesterday. I told you there was two girls that left here that night. She’s the other one. You still don’t remember?

to be continued...